I could not help but to walk to the front of my painting desk , spreading the painting paper , taking up the dithered writing brush and dipping it with some yellow color and a little of vermeil , and then plastering the bright little window on the paper .

我不禁走到画案前铺上宣纸，拿起颤动的笔蘸着黄色和一点点朱红，将这扇明亮的小窗子抹在纸上。