Since the third grade , I 'd spent too many valuable cognitive resources concocting deceptive schemes to cover up the fact that I was gay .

从三年级开始，我已经花了太多脑细胞编造故事来掩盖我是gay的事实。

But " concocting rumors is itself a social malady , and the spread of rumors across the internet presents a massive social threat . "

但是与此同时“捏造谣言这个行为是社会上的歪风，互联网上谣言的散播对于社会是一个巨大的威胁”。