I despair at the flightiness and whimsicality of my memory .

我对我的记忆的飘忽不定和稀奇古怪感到绝望。

Bedlamite ruling , from think to heaven , in fact its revelation to whimsicality from several years ago , but some scholars .

狂人执政，自以为得天启示，实则其狂想之来，乃得自若干年以前的某个学人。